The ability to to believe in God, or not. This is your gift as a Human. You have a choice, and no one will be able to tell you diffrent. The truth is your heart will speak out. Will you listen? That is your choice. The question is not if god is there or not, but do you listen to your heart? In your heart is the voice of what ever god you may belive in, or maybe not. did you listen to it or did the world speak for you giving you dout and limitations? Oh well that is for you to think about.
Is the Bible true? I have no idea, if I did I would be almost 5000 years old wouldn't I? Anyways, My thoughts on this are any book writen my the hand of man is going to have fault in the text. Many would fight me on this saying god lead the hand of these men and women who are now the profets and aposals of God. I don't care what these people think because my heart tells me more. No offence to you all who are reading this. I think that if God was to speak to me or anyone else the brain of the new profets would not be able to get the exact meaning. Our brains are to weak to handle the truth from the all mighty.
The finnal thought I have to offer is from the bible. Just a question I had on my mind. Why is it in Christianty only some of the old testiment is used? For example, When a man is gay he is going up agaist the word of God and he is living in sin, but it is ok to eat pork, woman do not have to go through the perifacation after a woman has her period. Aren't all these the same words that god has commanded to mosses, and only some of them are followed now?
I am not dissing on Christians at all. These are things that I have on my mind, and I wanted to share them with a lost thinker who is living in fear. My advise; you can hear all the advise and testomonys to last you a life time, but it all comes down to you. If you follow your heart it may lead you to God, or not.


PS forgive my bad spelling.